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Old man,” he didn’t even look up from the basketball game. “Grab me another beer from the fridge while you’re up.” I set the grocery bags down slowly. The plastic handles had left red marks across my palms. “Excuse me?”
Old man,” he didn’t even look up from the basketball game. “Grab me another beer from the fridge while you’re up.” I set the grocery bags down slowly. The plastic handles had left red marks across my palms. “Excuse me?”
Harry was sprawled in my leather recliner—Martha’s last gift to me before the cancer took her. His stocking feet were propped up, a half-empty beer bottle dangling from his fingers. The remote control rested on his belly like he owned the place.
My keys were still warm in my palm when I pushed through the front door, grocery bags cutting into my wrists. The Saturday afternoon light filtered through the living room curtains, casting everything in that soft spring glow that usually made me smile. Not today.
And now I’m standing here in the yard, next to a bubbling pot of tomato sauce that smells of buried memories and lies. The cop looks at me like I’m supposed to confirm something, but all I can do is glance at my aunt. Her eyes are on the sauce, not on us. As if…
My aunt gets quiet. Then she says, too calmly, “That recipe was stolen. It belonged to my sister.” Except—her sister’s been in Argentina since the ’90s. Claimed she couldn’t travel. Claimed she had lupus.
But he’s not here about permits. He points to the sauce. “Someone says this smells exactly like the paste from the San Giovanni fire. 1999.” I freeze. I was nine. I remember that fire. A whole restaurant burned, insurance money changed hands, and no one was ever charged.
This time, a cop actually shows up. Says they got a report. “Possible illegal production.” My aunt doesn’t even flinch—she stirs slower, as if waiting for him to grow bored.
She starts the tomatoes before sunrise, same as always, stirring with that ridiculous wooden pole she’s had since the ’80s. Neighbors wave, joke about her “witch’s cauldron,” but no one complains. Until last week.
The driveway seemed tighter than I remembered. My rental SUV felt stark, too deliberate next to my mother’s dented crossover. I shut off the ignition and sat in stillness. My hands were steady—what we call operational calm—but my stomach twisted the way it always did before an assignment. The porch light cast a warm hue…
and someone will ask me if I’m “still deployed somewhere.” I won’t argue. I won’t correct them. Because tomorrow, when their CEO refers to me as “Colonel Rhys” in a room full of executives, that moment of realization will say more than I ever could. Let them have tonight. Tomorrow will rewrite everything.