At my twin babies’ funeral, my mother-in-law said something so cruel the entire room fell silent. When I begged her to stop, she confronted me while my husband defended her. Then my four-year-old daughter tugged on the pastor’s robe and said, “Pastor John… should I tell everyone what Grandma put in the baby bottles?” The entire room froze.
The funeral home smelled of lilies and stagnation. It was a thick, cloying scent that coated the back of my throat, tasting like old water and performative grief. Two tiny white coffins sat at the front of the chapel, heartbreakingly small, each one barely three feet long. My twin boys, Oliver and Lucas, had been alive just five…
