{"id":14521,"date":"2025-09-22T14:54:53","date_gmt":"2025-09-22T14:54:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/readmore.cx\/?p=14521"},"modified":"2025-09-22T14:56:44","modified_gmt":"2025-09-22T14:56:44","slug":"14521","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/readmore.cx\/?p=14521","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I don\u2019t regret a moment of the love. Ava learned to read curled on my lap. Mason built his first erupting volcano with me at the kitchen table. Theo and I planted marigolds that still bloom every spring, and little Lily never fell asleep without my humming. But in the process of becoming their everything, my own life had quietly slipped away. My quilting circle met without me, the walking club strolled on, and the novels on my nightstand gathered dust. 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