{"id":22215,"date":"2025-12-02T20:33:25","date_gmt":"2025-12-02T20:33:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/readmore.cx\/?p=22215"},"modified":"2025-12-02T20:33:25","modified_gmt":"2025-12-02T20:33:25","slug":"22215","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/readmore.cx\/?p=22215","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"ng-star-inserted\"><span class=\"ng-star-inserted\">My heart hammered against my ribs like a trapped bird. I wasn\u2019t just afraid of dying; I was afraid of the sheer senselessness of it. To survive decades of trauma care, to survive the death of my husband, only to be incinerated by a junkie in my own sanctuary.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"ng-star-inserted\"><span class=\"ng-star-inserted\">But the physical threat wasn\u2019t the deepest cut. That particular wound was reserved for the figure standing in the corner, watching the scene unfold with the dispassionate gaze of a stranger.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"ng-star-inserted\"><span class=\"ng-star-inserted\">I looked past the flame, locking eyes with the person who should have been my protector. Travis\u2019s thumb slipped on the lighter, the flame flickering out for a split second before he struck it again, bigger this time. He lowered it until the heat warped the air above the fuel. \u201cLast chance, Martha,\u201d he hissed. \u201cCount of three. One\u2026\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p class=\"ng-star-inserted\"><span class=\"ng-star-inserted\">\u201cTwo\u2026\u201d Travis growled, his hand shaking so badly the flame danced wildly.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"ng-star-inserted\"><span class=\"ng-star-inserted\">I didn\u2019t look at the fire. 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