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It was the first day of Red Flag, the premier air\u2011to\u2011air combat training exercise in the world. The room was packed. Rows of theater\u2011style seats were filled with the best and brightest\u2014or at least the loudest\u2014young fighter pilots the Air Force had to offer.<\/p>\n
They were all wearing their green flight suits, zippers pulled to the perfect height, patches gleaming on their shoulders. They were talking with their hands, mimicking dogfights, laughing too loud, posturing. It was a sea of egos, and I was just a rock they were flowing around.<\/p>\n
I stood near the front, off to the side, near the water cooler. I was wearing a sterile, unadorned flight suit. No name tag, no rank insignia on my shoulders, no unit patches\u2014just plain olive\u2011drab green. To the untrained eye\u2014or the arrogant eye\u2014I looked like support staff. Maybe intelligence, maybe administration, maybe just someone lost.<\/p>\n
I held a Styrofoam cup of lukewarm water, watching them. I observed the way they moved, the way they grouped together in little tribes of confidence. They looked at me and then they looked right through me. To them, a woman in this room without a visible rank was invisible. She was furniture.<\/p>\n