{"id":24782,"date":"2025-12-19T23:39:57","date_gmt":"2025-12-19T23:39:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/readmore.cx\/?p=24782"},"modified":"2025-12-19T23:39:57","modified_gmt":"2025-12-19T23:39:57","slug":"24782","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/readmore.cx\/?p=24782","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I wanted to argue. I wanted to scream that I knew the difference between a spasm and a message. But the words stuck in my throat because\u2026 maybe he was right. Maybe I\u00a0had\u00a0imagined it. I\u2019d been sitting in this room every night for over three years, holding Meera\u2019s hand, talking to her, reading her favorite books until my voice gave out. Maybe my brain was finally cracking under the strain of grief.<\/p>\n<p>Derek checked her vitals. Everything was normal. The heart rate was steady at 72. Blood pressure 110 over 70. He adjusted her IV drip, patted my shoulder, and told me to try to get some sleep.<\/p>\n<p>I nodded, but I didn\u2019t leave. I never left.<\/p>\n<p>My wife,\u00a0Claudia, had stopped visiting six months ago. She said she couldn\u2019t bear seeing our daughter like this anymore\u2014a husk of the vibrant girl she used to be. She said the doctors were right, that the accident had destroyed too much of her brain, that keeping her on life support was just prolonging everyone\u2019s suffering.<\/p>\n<p>We\u2019d separated over it. She moved in with her sister. I stayed. Someone had to stay.<\/p>\n<p>Meera was fifteen when it happened. Sophomore year. First-chair violin. Varsity soccer. Then, one October afternoon, she collapsed during practice. Just dropped on the field like a marionette whose strings had been cut. By the time the ambulance arrived, she wasn\u2019t breathing. Anoxic brain injury. Oxygen deprivation. 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