{"id":26164,"date":"2026-01-05T20:45:16","date_gmt":"2026-01-05T20:45:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/readmore.cx\/?p=26164"},"modified":"2026-01-05T20:45:16","modified_gmt":"2026-01-05T20:45:16","slug":"26164","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/readmore.cx\/?p=26164","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>She\u2019d accidentally knock things into my left hand at dinner so my parents would see me catch them wrong. She told me once when we were alone that she wished I\u2019d never been born because then she wouldn\u2019t have to share a room with someone cursed. That was the word they used. Cursed. Like left-handedness was a disease I\u2019d caught or a punishment from God for something I did in a past life.<\/p>\n<p>My mother said it came from her grandmother who was also left-handed and who died young and alone. It\u2019s a sign, she\u2019d tell me, shaking her head like I was already doomed. It\u2019s a sign that something\u2019s wrong with your soul. So when my father looked at me across that kitchen table on the night I turned 16 and saw me writing with my left hand, saw that all their years of training and punishment and that horrible night by the stove hadn\u2019t fixed me.<\/p>\n<div class=\"hb-ad-inpage\">\n<div class=\"hb-ad-inner\">\n<div id=\"hbagency_space_255838_4\" class=\"hbagency_cls hbagency_space_255838\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<p>Something in his face just shut down. You\u2019re still doing it. He said, \u201cI didn\u2019t say anything. I just sat there, pencil frozen midquas, watching his face go from tight to slack to something I\u2019d never seen before. It was like he was looking at a stranger, like he\u2019d finally given up on the idea that I was ever going to be the daughter he wanted.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDavid,\u201d my mother said from the stove, her voice thin and warning. \u201cBut my father was already standing up, already folding his newspaper and setting it on the table with this terrifying calm, like he was about to do something he\u2019d been thinking about for a very long time.\u201d \u201cGet a bag,\u201d he said to my mother.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOne bag? She can take her clothes.\u201d I remember the way my pencil fell out of my hand. I remember the way it rolled across my geometry homework and dropped off the edge of the table. I remember thinking this can\u2019t be happening even as my mother walked past me toward the hallway closet. 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