“Do you think dads in heaven can see us?” she asked suddenly, her voice small.
I froze. I’d been asking myself the same question about Sarah for 730 days. I didn’t have a clean, easy answer. “I think they can,” I said, the words feeling like rocks in my mouth. “And I think… I think your dad is incredibly proud of you, Lily.”
Her eyes filled with tears, and she nodded. “Mom says that, too.” She looked at me, her gaze impossibly old. “You’re a good daddy, Mr. Michael.”
That’s when I finally broke. I turned away, pretending to watch a duck, as the first hot tears I’d shed in months slid down my face. For the first time since the funeral, I didn’t feel alone in my grief.
The sun began to dip, painting the sky in shades of orange and purple. A warning. It was time to go.
“LILY! LILY, WHERE ARE YOU?”
The voice wasn’t a call; it was a shriek. A sound of pure terror.
My head snapped up. A woman was sprinting down the path, her face pale, purse flying behind her. My heart stopped. This is it. She thinks I’m a kidnapper. She’s going to call the police. I’m going to jail.
I stood up, pushing myself between the woman and Lily, my hands raised. “It’s okay! She’s fine! She’s right here!”
The woman didn’t slow down. She nearly crashed into the wheelchair, dropping to her knees and pulling Lily into a desperate hug, sobbing. “Oh my God, Lily, I thought… I just looked away for one minute…”
She turned her eyes on me. They weren’t relieved. They were full of fire and accusation. “Who are you? What are you doing with my daughter?”
My mouth was dry. I couldn’t form words.
Before I could be accused, Lily’s voice piped up, proud and clear. “Mom! It’s okay! This is Mr. Michael. He was my daddy for today. For my birthday.”
The woman froze. Her fury, her panic, her terror—it all just… evaporated. Her face crumpled. She looked from Lily’s beaming smile to my stunned expression.
“He… he was your… what?” she whispered.
I finally found my voice. “She… she asked me. Her dad’s in heaven. My… my wife, too. We just… we were feeding the ducks.”
The woman—her name was Anna—sank onto the grass. She put her face in her hands, and her shoulders shook with a new kind of sob. A sob of relief, of gratitude, of shared, crushing loss.
We sat there for a long time, the three of us and Ethan, as the park grew dark. We didn’t say much. We didn’t have to. We were two halves of the same broken heart, sitting on a path, brought together by a little girl who just wanted a dad for a day.
Before they left, Lily hugged me tight. “Thank you for being my daddy today,” she whispered.
“Thank you for letting me,” I whispered back.
As I walked home, Ethan holding my hand, he was quiet. Then he said, “Dad, Lily’s really nice. Can she come to my birthday party?”
I smiled, a real smile. “Yeah, buddy. I think that’s a great idea.”
And she did. Anna and Lily came to Ethan’s party the next month. It was the first time our house was filled with laughter since Sarah had been gone. It wasn’t just a party. It was a beginning.
That one “yes” in the park, a “yes” that terrified me, didn’t just give Lily a memory. It gave me my son back. It gave me a future. It taught me that kindness isn’t just an act. Sometimes, it’s a lifeline.
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