Part 1
The silence.
That’s what I remember first. Not the laughter, not the insults, but the sound of the air pressure changing the second I crossed the threshold. The room was full of them. Shiny, new officers, all sharp angles and pressed uniforms. They carried the heavy, sour smell of starch and an entitlement that hadn’t been tested by anything real.
I was just a woman in a plain gray t-shirt and jeans so washed-out the knees had gone white. My hair was twisted up, held by a single pencil. I looked like the quiet cousin who shows up at Thanksgiving and just helps with the dishes.
Nobody had a reason to look twice. Until they did.
Before I could even find my bearing, a quiet, corrosive wave of dismissal washed over me. These were recruits fresh from officer school, their commissions barely dry. They treated my presence as an embarrassing glitch in the system. A mistake.
The first voice cut through the whispers. Jasper Vance. Young, leaning against a projector cart with the smirk of a guy who’d never been told “no” in his life.
“Nice costume,” he called out, and the room erupted in snorts. “Amazon Prime deliver that this morning? Two-day shipping on war heroes now.”
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