There are different kinds of silence. There is the warm, fuzzy silence of a Sunday morning when the sun hits the dust motes dancing in the air. There is the heavy, comfortable silence when Mama reads a book, her breathing steady and rhythmic like a metronome keeping time for my world. But then, there is the other silence. The silence that screams.
I was four years old, but I was already an expert on silence.
I remember waking up not to a sound, but to the lack of one. The rhythmic thump-thump of the radiator in our basement apartment on Congress Street had stopped, leaving a hollow stillness. The air was biting, a physical weight that pressed against my cheeks. I sat up, clutching my stuffed T-Rex, “Mr. Chomps,” whose plastic eye was missing. The glowing green numbers on the microwave across the room blinked: 3:47.
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