The bleach fumes were a living thing, clawing at the back of my throat, burning a path through my sinuses. My knees, arthritic and swollen, screamed in protest against the hardwood floor—the same floor my husband and I had laid down twenty years ago, plank by agonizing plank. Now, I was scrubbing it for an audience that wouldn’t even lift their feet to let me pass.
I heard the front door click.
Panic, sharp and immediate, flooded my chest. I didn’t stop wiping. I couldn’t. The last time I paused without permission, my daughter-in-law, Vanessa, had taken my phone for three days. “Distractions make you sloppy, Shireen,” she’d said, her voice dripping with a faux-concern that cut deeper than a knife. So, I kept my head down, my raw, red hands moving in frantic circles, wiping a spot that was already clean.
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