The cold in that waiting room wasn’t just air conditioning; it was a particular kind of official indifference, set to a temperature designed to keep things from spoiling. I’ve felt colder. But this was a sterile, bureaucratic chill that had nothing to do with weather and everything to do with being forgotten. It seeped through the worn burgundy leather of my jacket—a gift from my wife, Sarah, forty years ago—and found the old places in me. It settled deep in the constellation of shrapnel scars that mapped my left shoulder, a geography of pain that ached with the memory of metal and a frozen sky.
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