From the moment we met her, she clung to us like we were already her forever family, calling us “Mommy” and “Daddy” before the paperwork was even finalized
One evening, just a month after she came home, I returned from work to find Emilie running toward me. Her tiny arms wrapped around my legs, and she looked up at me with tearful eyes.
“Please don’t let them take me away,” she said, trembling.
I knelt down, stunned. “Take you where, sweetie?”
“I want to stay here. I want to stay with you and Mommy,” she whispered.
A chill ran through me. Before I could respond, Elodie stepped into the hallway, her expression pale and tight.
“We need to talk,” she said quietly.
I sent Emilie to her room with a promise that everything would be okay. As soon as the door closed, Elodie turned to me.
“I don’t think we can do this,” she said. “We have to give her back.”
I was floored. Surely, I’d misunderstood. But then she began listing the reasons—Emilie was messy, unpredictable, and had even ruined her wedding dress with finger paint. Elodie confessed she felt overwhelmed and emotionally unstable, like Emilie was tearing at the fragile balance she’d been trying to hold together.
“She’s manipulating us,” Elodie said. “It’s her… or me.”
I felt like I couldn’t breathe. But I knew my answer immediately.
“I’m choosing Emilie,” I told her.
Elodie left. That night, I held Emilie close as she cried, confused and heartbroken. I did everything I could to be her rock, the one person she could count on not to walk away.
Weeks passed. Then one day, Elodie returned—remorseful and broken. She admitted she’d panicked, that the fear of failure as a parent had consumed her. I listened, but the wounds were still fresh.
“You didn’t just leave me,” I told her. “You left her.”
A year has gone by. Emilie still startles when voices are raised. She grips my hand tightly when she feels uncertain. But she laughs now. She sleeps through the night without fear. And when I tuck her in, she sometimes asks, “You’ll always stay, right?”
And every time, I whisper the same promise:
“I’m not going anywhere.”