Mom, you need someone to care for. You need someone waiting for you at home.”
“I wait for you,” I tried to joke.
She shook her head.
“No, you’re just living on autopilot. I want you to truly live.”
A few days later, she showed up with a box. She set it down by the door, opened it—and there he was.
A tiny, fluffy cream-colored puppy with a white spot on his nose. So small I thought he was a toy.
He squeaked, wagged his tail, and without hesitation, jumped onto my slipper.
“He’s yours,” my daughter said. “From a shelter. His mother was hit by a car. He’s all alone.”
I wanted to protest. That I couldn’t handle it, that I was too old, that it would be difficult, messy, cold.
But he looked up at me with those eyes—and my objections melted away.
I named him Plato. I don’t know why. The name just came.
With Plato in the house, life began to return. We got up early, went on walks. I’d take a thermos of coffee, sit on a bench by the lake while he ran along the shore, chasing pigeons and leaves.
He was ridiculously clumsy—long legs, serious eyes, endless enthusiasm.
I started smiling again. I greeted neighbors. Even Larisa Georgievna, the one I hadn’t spoken to in ten years after a fight over clotheslines. Plato became my anchor. My fuel. My everything.
Eleven years passed. Eleven wonderful years. Plato was always by my side.
That winter was mild, but snowy. The lake had partially frozen—some spots had thin ice. I always kept him on a leash near the shore. But that day I got distracted—my daughter called, we started talking. And I unclipped the leash.
“Just don’t run too far, okay?” I called to him.
He looked at me like he understood—and bolted forward. Onto the ice.
Crack. Splash. He fell through.
I ran toward the hole. The ice cracked beneath me. He was struggling, squealing, clawing at the edges.
I didn’t think. I didn’t remember my age or my bad back. I just jumped in.
The water was icy—like needles. First, I couldn’t breathe. Then came pain. Then—only the goal.
I swam to him, grabbed him, tried to pull him out. He kept slipping, I was losing strength. We both could have drowned.
Then—someone helped. Hands, a belt, a voice. We were pulled out. I lay on the shore, shivering, teeth chattering.
He was next to me. Small, soaked.
When we were released, he whimpered at my hand as if apologizing.
I would jump in again. Without hesitation. Because in that moment, he was my whole world.
Some time later, I had nearly forgotten the horror when a woman approached me in the pharmacy:
“Were you the one who jumped into the water for your dog?”
I nodded. She smiled:
“You’re brave. And you have a kind heart.”
But it wasn’t about bravery.
I simply had no other choice.
Plato became even closer. It was like he understood. He watched over me, slept beside me, followed me everywhere.
“He’s your bodyguard now,” my daughter joked.
“He’s my heart now,” I’d say. And it was true.
Spring came. The lake thawed. We walked again. Me—with my thermos. Him—with a stick.
One day a man approached us:
“Was that your dog who fell through the ice?”
“Yes.”
“And you went in after him?”
“Yes.”
“I was the one who pulled you out.”
I looked—his face was familiar. He extended his hand. We thanked each other.
The next day, he came back—with a ball for Plato.
“For him to play.”
That’s how our walks became walks for three. Then—conversations, pastries, stories from life.
Plato ran between us, a little bridge.
I caught myself wanting those meetings. Brushing my hair, putting on my coat instead of my old jacket. Even putting on lipstick.
“Mom, are you in love?” my daughter laughed.
“Just a friend,” I replied. But my heart disagreed.
One day, Nikolai asked:
“Do you live alone?”
“Yes.”
“I do too. Want some tea?”
That’s how it began—borscht, pancakes, fish on Fridays. We never called it romance. We just were—together.
Then he came with a box. Inside—a ginger cat.
“For company. So Plato isn’t bored. And neither are you.”
At first, Plato grumbled. Then—he fell in love. They slept curled up together. A family.
Everything was quiet. Warm. Until the day Plato didn’t come with his leash in the evening.
He was lying there. Just lying.
I called him. He didn’t move.
“Plato, want to go out?”
He blinked. But didn’t get up.
I panicked. Called Nikolai. We rushed to the clinic.
The vet said:
“Liver. Old age. Maybe a month, maybe a year.”
I wasn’t ready. But we had five more months. Each one a gift.
He ate, took short walks. The cat slept in his paws. Nikolai brought him toys.
And one day—he just fell asleep. Forever.
We buried him in the garden. I sat on the bench by the lake, staring at the water.
“The day I jumped in after him, I thought I was losing myself. But really—I found myself,” I said.
“You found me too,” Nikolai replied. “You found all of us.”
Now our house isn’t about emptiness. It’s about peace.
The cat purrs. Nikolai reads the newspaper. I knit.
And in the photo frame—Plato.
By the lake. With a ball.
I look at that photo and whisper:
“Thank you for being. Thank you for teaching me how to live again.”
Love isn’t about fear of loss. It’s about care. Until the very last day.
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