Now, Ethan is on a mission to “clear the canvas” through laser tattoo removal—a long and painful process he hopes will help him feel more at ease in everyday life. Over the past year, he’s undergone multiple sessions in hopes of reducing the intensity of his ink and reclaiming a new version of himself.

While he doesn’t completely regret who he’s become, he recognizes the value in change and self-reflection. Ethan’s story is a powerful reminder that we all evolve, and no matter how permanent our past may seem, there’s always room to reshape our identity and future.