For a second, I couldn’t move. The shock was a physical weight, pinning me to the ground. I lay there, listening. Not for the birds, or the distant traffic. I listened for the baby.
Please kick. Please roll. Please be okay.
Then a cramp tightened low in my abdomen—a vice grip of fear. Panic finally pushed me upright.
“Emily!”
Mrs. Delgado from next door was rushing across her lawn in her house slippers, her floral housecoat flapping in the wind. She knelt beside me, her soft hands hovering, afraid to touch where it hurt.
“Honey, are you hurt? Did you fall?”
My voice came out small, like a child’s. “He… he pushed me.”
She didn’t ask who. She didn’t ask why. Her eyes hardened, the softness replaced by a fierce, protective steel. She pulled out her phone.
“I’m calling 911. Stay with me, cariña. Don’t move.”
The ambulance ride was a blur of lights and blood pressure cuffs. At the ER, the nurse pressed cold gel onto my stomach. The monitor filled the room with a sound that became my entire universe: thump-thump-thump.
The baby’s heartbeat. Steady. Strong.
I started crying so hard my mask got wet, the salt stinging my scraped cheek. “He said I was bad luck,” I choked out to the doctor. “Because of the car.”
The doctor, a woman with kind eyes and tired shoulders, tightened her lips. “Did he hit you before, Emily?”
“Not like this,” I lied.
Because the truth was messier. The truth was months of yelling. It was him grabbing my wrist too hard when I dropped a plate. It was him calling me a “financial drain” when I bought prenatal vitamins. It was a slow erosion of my spirit that I had mistaken for a rough patch.
A social worker named Karen sat beside my bed later. She held a clipboard like a shield.
“Emily, you have options,” she said gently…
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