The morning I got married, my sister cried before I did.
Lorie stood behind me in the small church dressing room, staring at my reflection like she was trying to find the girl I used to be beneath the lace, the careful makeup, the years. Her hands trembled as she covered her mouth.
“You look beautiful, Merry,” she whispered.
That word still felt unfamiliar on me. Once, in a hospital room, I had heard a very different version of it—spoken softly, with pity, while half my face was bandaged and the air itself felt like something I had to borrow just to stay alive.
