I turned to the guests gathered in the small chapel, their anticipatory smiles fading to confusion. Claire stepped forward, worry etched on her face. “Is everything okay?” she mouthed.
I nodded, though everything felt far from okay. “Just give us a moment,” I said, my voice steady but my heart in turmoil.
We stepped outside into the crisp air, the sky overcast as if reflecting the uncertainty in my heart. Lily’s grip on my hand was tight, and I could feel her trust in me, her hope that I would make things right.
We walked to a nearby bench, and I sat down, pulling Lily onto my lap. “Can you tell me more, sweetheart? I need to know everything you’re feeling.”
She hesitated, glancing back at the chapel doors, fear evident in her eyes. “When you’re at work, she yells if I make a mess. She says I’m ruining everything. And she hides my toys. I’m scared, Daddy.”
The weight of her words settled heavily on me. This wasn’t just the imagination of a grieving child. This was real, and it needed to be addressed immediately. I needed to protect Lily, to ensure she felt safe and loved.
I held her close, whispering promises of safety and understanding. My heart ached with the realization that I had overlooked her discomfort in my quest for happiness. Today was supposed to be a new beginning, but not at the cost of my daughter’s well-being.
We stayed there for a while, just the two of us, as I reassured her over and over, determined to make things right.