Chapter 1: The Sterile Mask
The air in Exam Room 3 was kept at a precise sixty-eight degrees, a temperature designed to suppress bacterial growth and, coincidentally, human comfort. It smelled of isopropyl alcohol and the faint, metallic tang of sterilized steel. For fifteen years, this clinic—The Vance Center for Women’s Health—had been my kingdom. I was the architect of its reputation, the guardian of its standards, and the silent observer of a thousand intimate secrets.
But today, the secret waiting on the other side of the door was my own.
I stood before the stainless-steel sink, scrubbing my hands with a rhythm that had become muscle memory. Palm to palm. Dorsum to dorsum. Interlace fingers. The harsh bristles of the brush scraped against my skin, turning it raw and pink. I needed the pain. It was a grounding wire, keeping the voltage of my rage from short-circuiting my professional composure.
I adjusted the N95 mask, pinching the metal strip until it bit into the bridge of my nose. I pulled my surgical cap low, tucking away every stray hair, and slid on the heavy, protective eyewear. I was no longer Elena Vance, wife, betrayed partner, or woman scorned. I was an anonymous entity of medical authority. I was the Surgeon. This was my armor, and the clinic was my battlefield.
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